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NOTES FROM GEORGE 1 PART 1

To Family, Friends, and Everybody let me first say I am truly sorry for all the pain that I have caused. I assure you everything I did was unintentional. My explanation or excuse is the following.

I as some of you know have always been a fan of both science and the unknown and through out most of my life I have been reading about superheroes in comics and their superpowers. Often times I’ve desired these powers for myself and the closest thing I could find to people who actually possessed these powers in the real world were Saints or holy people(such as Buddhist monks or other pious people). There are tales of St. Frances who could fly, or others such as Maria Esperanza who had visions of the Virgin Mary who could heal people. Many of the saints had these powers, and my most favorite of all powers of which I read was that of Bi Location the ability to be at two places at one time.

I have often prayed and have at times believed found favor with God and at times been given signs or heavenly intervention, however knowing who I am I’ve realized I will fail when it comes to living the life of a Saint. I am constantly falling into the usual sin be it lusting, laziness, selfishness and self pity. Then there is my fascination with the studying of evil or the dead. Due to these problems I believe I will never gain access to represent God through divine powers. I did have a hope (at the time) however of possibly outwitting a Demon.

My thinking at the time was this- God granted the wise Solomon the use of Djinn (Demons) to build his temple. In the stories or myths these 72 Djinn of Solomon have been around since the dawn of time. They have access to knowledge and science beyond the realms of man and in many of the stories they are not a hundred percent evil. If I were to contact a demon I thought I would be sure not to make any deals, and if the experiment were to go wrong, I would hopefully survive and would scare myself straight for the rest of my life, and my faith would be multiplied maybe even becoming a Saint.

At first I found the books or Grimoires to contact these beings online. When I could not find them in their entirety, I checked them out at the Public Library. I took out the Abra Melin and the Lesser Key of Solomon. The ritual for the Abra Melin went about praying and being without sin for six months to get in contact with your Guardian Angel. The Angel would then inform you on how to take control over a near by demon and use the demon to work in your service. Then you would then gain these powers after a year of having contacts with your Angel. I thought about this ritual and appreciated the idea of being instructed by an Angel. However there was the whole problem of me sinning and what if the whole ritual was a bunch of BS to begin with. I just wasted 6 months of my life. So I went with the lesser key of Solomon, and decided to set up the ritual for the following day.