Death told me to follow him as we walked out of his small house. We walked until we came upon over 20 versions of myself. He told us today we were all going to do some cleaning. Me and the others were told how we’d each go to a couple selected universes and destroy them. To me this sounded horrible, and some of the other also seemed somewhat disturbed by this. There was an older version of me, he seemed like it was no big deal. He spoke “ I want to ride the Horse” and immediately after another version of me asked “Can I take a Lizard?”


Before I knew it everyone was hopping up on strange giant animals that walked out of the mist. I saw a giant blue Jay and a pale buffalo. What animal is mine I asked? Death replied it does not matter. All these creatures are all legendary travelers from my past. They are all believed to take a person from one world to another. If you believe in a piece of never fading spring grass hard enough such as I can, then it can get you to your destination.” Death opened his bony palm and there was, a piece of grass. “Take it, animals can be a hassle anyway.” I saw all the other take off outside the universe on cool and bizarre animals and all I had was a lousy piece of grass.


Death told me he’d meet back up with me when I was done destroying universes. I asked him how I was supposed to do this, and why am I doing it?

He replied “You’re wasting my plans for efficiency, your doing this because I can’t. These are universes gone wrong, They wont amount to anything just headaches later on. You’ll see for yourself. Just go and you’ll find out how to destroy them easily. Please just hold the piece of grass up.”

As soon as I held the grass up, I shot out of Death’s universe. I was once again shooting through the multi-verse. All the universes were once again flowing past me like blood platelets until I stopped at a platelet that was in front of me. As I held it and looked at it closely, I expected to see a universe of horrible evil or something repulsive. That was my idea of a universe gone wrong. What I did see appeared to be a thousand games of Pong.


There were blocks appearing out of thin air, and none of these things seem to have an apparent direction. What was most bizarre is that things would appear three dimensional then revert to two dimensions and back again. Death was right I did not feel bad at all destroying this universe. I took the universe and bent it aroundso that I could rip it in half. I was about to rip it apart, when I thought I should have a second look. Most of my quick actions, I regret so I peered again at the universe.


I looked closely at the tiny blocks appearing and transforming. I peeked in closer to see if there was any life forms on it, a possible Horton hears a Who scenario (a Dr. Suess story where an elephant finds a world he can only hear on a small speck and tries to save it while everybody else does not believe him) I was relieved to find no such life forms. So I went to tear up the universe only to find out I couldn’t do it. The universe just stretched. I tried folding it, making creases in it. Then I tried ripping little pieces off of it. I tried hitting it real hard. Then I thought to grab one of the blocks in the universe and taking it out, or possibly enter the universe and see if I could smash it up from the inside.


As I focused to enter the universe, the universe became bigger around me as usual, but as soon as I stuck my arm inside, everything froze. The whole place just seemed to malfunction and crash. I would understand later the physics that make up me and that universe could not possibly coexist. Somehow my physics won. Some what surprised at this I moved away from the universe and it got smaller again. I now grabbed the frozen universe, and was now able to break pieces off with my hand. The universe crumbled and I destroyed my first universe.


I thought about my crappy piece of grass and realized how stupid it might look if some one were to see me holding it up. I rubbed it between my thumb and forefinger, ready to stick it up in the air or nothingness, but the rubbing itself sent me taking off towards a new universe. As I was shot through the multi-verse, I questioned the faulty science of my blade of grass.

I woke up once again on Death’s floor. Upon seeing the two skeletons sitting at the table I jumped back and skirted toward the wall in fear. I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible for the pain I was given earlier was so unbearable. Then I saw the female Death Bridget put her hand over her face, either annoyed or ashamed that I might cause a scene. Suddenly the female’s voice came into my head “Sorry, I’m sorry, calm down, it won’t happen again, Sorry.” Then once again, I smelled a sweet smell, it was jasmine I believe, and my nerves eased. I turned to see two angels standing at the door. One was much larger than the other and actually had multiple sets of wings.


Mr. Death looked at me puzzled, and introduced me to the angels. “The big guy is Azrael and the tiny one is Nakir an interrogator for Heaven, even though Heaven supposedly knows everything, funny isn’t it. What is it you want, Saint Muerte Lacrosse did you lose some souls on the way to Heaven, after your last pick up. Do I need to find them again, or is it problems with the sleepy man in the corner of my room. You can call him George.


Azrael spoke ”No, there is no reason to be snide, I come to you with respect and I only try and offer you help. Heaven does know all, so I am very much informed of your little horcrux George. My concern is you disgracing my good name.”


Nakir spoke “Your ongoing sexual escapades with a human Leilah Wendell, which has sprouted literature leading others to dig up or look for corpses such as she has, and commit necrophilia just so that they may witness the supernatural such as her books suggest. She does not mention that these sins are encouraged by Death but by Azrael the Angel of Death. All of us have been more than kind to you and we wish you to put an end to it.


Death replied “What do you have to fear, you know the truth! God knows you don’t go flying in the air making love with necrophiliacs at night. Your concerns’ over this is puzzling. Could it be that strongly held beliefs form a reality. Is it possible that you could be an angel of Heaven that may become an angel of the Abyss, just because people believe you sleep with witches?”


Nakir remarked “The truth is the truth and shall always remain the truth, It is just that these actions will further mislead the humans into sin thinking that angels promote this behavior. Your job is not to mislead. You say yourself that you are fair and honest. You complain that your life is tedious and monotonous. What if you should suffer the fires of Hell then. God holds that power. So far you have been allowed to hold your office and avoid being judged as you and your wife lead lives that would have others condemned.


Death replied “Yes, it is strange I haven’t been condemned maybe it’s because God does not hold the power, because he did not create me. Even though my wooing of souls is an aspect and tool of my job. If I’m replaced some one will have to do my work, they to will grow bored, and they to will try to find pleasure any way they can. So what will you have me do oh Angels of Death who make sure my life is monotonous.


Nakir answered “Just tell the people performing these rituals that you are not Azrael if you continue your strange behavior.”


Death responded “Then I want you erase the notion of my wife as a Demon.”


Azrael spoke “Death I would if I could but these are humans who do this, it is not of our doing, just as the beings in the Lethe were worshipped by humans before God needed to set things straight. It is of their free will. You know of the story that you were created by God after Adam took the apple at the creation of sin. You are a necessity. Whether you choose to believe it is up to you. I have always had respect for you and it is my nature to help others. If I have to plead your case before God I will, I find it aggravating that you would want to hurt me.”


Death said “Yes the Adam STORY the ones where I’m made after an apple bite. What about the other stories. What about first there was Darkness. Why do you keep me uninformed, my anger stems from you keeping me stupid, why can’t I have the knowledge of Heaven.


Azrael spoke “We are done here, you know Death can not enter Heaven, we’ve had this same argument too many times. The message has been sent and we shall leave.”


The two angels exited out the shack, and Death turned to me “Well, are ready for your first mission were going to destroy some universes.”

Death apparently has no need to sleep, however I was not sure how long I had been awake. I felt heavily exhausted, in the land of Death. I walked back to Death’s house or shack, away from the Lethe, the swirling pit of unconscious souls. I wanted to fall over and collapse on the ground and to be left in the mist to sleep. Death however urged me to keep following him where I would meet his wife and then I could sleep. I had the notion that while in the land of Death I wad becoming sick and possibly losing weight, which was at the time was to my benefit.


I struggled into Deaths’ House or shack and there at the table writing sat what looked to be Death, but this time wearing a white robe. From behind me Death put his hand on my shoulder. “Yes my snow queen has come home, Kostucha please meet yet another George.” Deaths wife stood up and shook my hands. Even with an unmoving face of bone, I got the impression she was not enthusiastic to see me. Death spoke,” George I believe you’ll be most comfortable calling my wife Bridget it is much more pleasant than Morrigan or any thing with an M, O, or an R in it, even I don’t find that pleasant. The two skulls looked into each others sockets and they must have been talking, I felt kind of stupid just standing there.


The male Death turned to me and said that I could go ahead and sleep in the corner. Bridget spoke up “Why don’t you take him over to your brother’s with the others, it would be more appropriate.” Death spoke that he would, except for people get lost and he needs me when I wake up, "The land of Nod sometimes leaves people more tired than before" Death said. I was glad I was finally able to sleep. I waddled over to the corner and fell asleep on the floor. It would have been hard to sleep on such a floor normally, but I was too tired to care. I drifted quickly to a nice heavy deep sleep.


I awoke to the horrible sound of lightning and crashing. I continued to lay on the ground startled. The floor was shaking violently. I heard screaming coming from behind me. “MICTLANTUCUHTI”,“MICTECACIHUATL” The floor was shaking so hard I slowly turned my head, my hands shaking, my eyes welling up in fear. I turned to see Skeletons killing each other. One of the Skeletons turned into a giant bird and was pecking the bones of the other skeleton, tossing the bones across the room. The creatures continued to change shapes screaming “INZANAMIEE”, “EMMA OHH”, “YUKI OHHNE” “OH SUCK, SUCKCELOS”, as the skeletons screamed I realized the skeleton on top was definitely winning, it appeared to be the female Death. As she screamed out “YAAAHHMA” and the dying male Death screamed out “YES DESTROY ME, DESTROY ME KALI’ It was at this time I realized I was watching Mr. and Mrs. Death in the throws of passion. I saw a horrifying but at the same time beautiful woman covered in Skulls dancing on and crushing the bones of the male skeleton below. Mr. Deaths’ bones turned into dust and soon only a black cloud remained. The woman spread the dust around and turned at me in anger.


“Listen you little Virus, I love my husband and although he wants nothing more than to die, I am happy, and you and all your little friends are going to take that happiness away from me. Stay as far away from me or this house as you can, or you can swim with all your friends in the Lethe.” Mrs. Death stopped yelling as she looked over to see the black cloud of dust that is her husband was forming back together. A tear ran down her eye and she said calmly “Shiva returns, go to sleep” she put her hand on my face, and an intense pain went through my entire body. She calmly walked away and I stood in helpless agonizing pain. As I fell to the ground, I could not scream as I grasped for breath. My body felt as it was on fire with bolts electricity shooting up my spine. I could feel my eyes roll into my head and then I finally blacked out.

Death pointed to the Lethe the swirling pit of souls not destined for Heaven or Hell. “Right there did you see that, the large being who keeps poking his head out, I believe that is Loki, some how I believe he may be able to remain conscious in the Lethe.”


“It matters not. I do not want to be used by God” Death explained, “Especially if I am not of his creation. I just want to rest forever. I aim to find out why in my hand I hold the scythe of Kronos, I want to know if God has changed history and put himself as the Almighty. I have all the creatures in the Lethe at my disposal. I could storm the gates of Heaven with Titans and Ice Giants and all these other gods and beings who want to be put back in a places of power. Then I have all of you who will help me.”


I stood back and a fear came over me, “Why do you want my help? You want me to fight against God?”

I can not tell if Death was smiling or frowning but he pointed again towards the Lethe and there I saw from a distance three bodies, all I believed which were me. Then his voice came into my head “They will join us in our fight willing or not, but you have a choice, I can protect you from the Demons and helping you not to cause harm to innocents. You can help me in my war against Heaven”. If your God is truly a God who knows everything, he calculated us, were serving his plan. However if God has put himself in the place of the Alpha and all the beings in the Lethe are a result of his plans, is that truly a God you want to follow?”


I replied back” If God put himself in the beginning of time from a later time. That would still make him the Alpha none the less. You’re not just asking me to destroy God, your asking me to destroy existence. So I wont end up hurting some people by being misled by a demons, I’ll be destroying everybody by being misled by you.


“You’re correct, except I won’t mislead you.” said Death. “In all honesty I don’t care if existence goes on or not, the only thing I want is to truly not exist. If we are to believe what has been written, it is said, during the upcoming time of judgment I will go before God followed by Hell and will release my wrath upon mankind. It is said Jesus will appear with or with out the Imam Hamahdi according to what beliefs you have, and Death will be gone for 1000 years. I wish this to come true.

“So you see I must threaten God so much that he destroys me. We have to go all the way, so I am demanding your help to do your Gods’ work.”

Being in the presence of Death I have been awestruck up until now. Then I asked “You’re telling me you’re going to go against God even though you’re actually going along with his plans?”

Death replied “I know how stupid it sounds to you, the bureaucracy of God, but whatever it takes to die, and all the more reason for it. I’m not lying to you. I’m your best chance to escape Hell. I’m Death I take lives no matter what race or wealth people have. I may be the only fare and honest person in existence. I’m the only hope you have.”

Death continued to unveil his life, and in doing so revealed the workings of the universe.

Death spoke unto me.

“It is said that God knows and sees all, so how can Satan possibly hope to out wit God unless God promised to play fair, and not to see and counteract every move. It is possible that God may not see my actions, possibly because I might not even be a creation of God but what’s left of the darkness or the great void. It could be possible that Heaven and Hell are so caught up with fighting each other that they have forgotten me. It is true they both visit me very often, but they view me as a tool to do their work.”

“Azrael has told me God has made things to be the best possible outcome, and all evil that arises are so that the creation can grow and evolve by going through phases of pain and maturing consciousness. The Evil that humans do is of free will but it is of a free will that God has already calculated and known the outcome.

I question all these theories because I need to explain how me and you come into the picture. How does you destroying and putting holes in universes and screwing up time, come in to play in God plans.

Now I must Show you what I’ve been doing following the orders of God that have been given to me through Azrael. Please follow me.”


I stepped out of Death’s shack and into the grey fog. I followed death keeping him directly in front of me for I could not see very far in all the mist. What I thought would be a simple walk turned out to be a very long hike. I walked with Death and only realized when we were about five feet away that I stood at the mouth of a cave. I was relieved to see the cave because it seemed to be our final destination. As I stepped into the cave I followed death down some stairs. Then I realized the hike was not over with as we kept walking downwards.

The cave was dark and poorly lit from a glow that came from the bottom. The glow emanated an orange and greenish color that left our shadows wavy and spread out onto the cave wall, such as lights coming from the water often do. Being in the presence of Death I did not want to sound like a complaining pathetic human and ask (How much farther do we have to go?). As I walked, I was starting to struggle, it didn’t seem like I was walking more than a couple miles but it seemed to take a toll on my body as if I had been walking for hours or even a day. Just as I was about to ask how much further, we came to yet another opening. Before me I looked down upon a great swirling lake. I looked at the whirl pool and realized it was being stirred by a giant creature that stood above it with it legs in the water. The creature looked like a starving monster. Even with it eyes of blackness it seemed the creature had dumbfounded expression on its face. As we walked down closer I saw that the glowing spinning lake was not filled with water but with ghosts.


Death held out his arm “We shall stop here and not go any closer. The Lethe holds the souls of the dead that are not destined for Heaven or Hell. Its’ powers are to erase their minds and hold the souls dumbfounded. If we get to close to the Lethe our memories will fade as well such as mine has over time. The Lethe is filled with the souls of gods and monsters that once roamed, lived, and were believed in. They are the closest thing to death that I know. Yet they are still here. I’ve read about how I served along side of them and was a member in their pantheons. Ahura Mazda and Marduk they all reside in the Lethe. Their histories are before that of Yaweh or Jehova but some how God is the Alpha and Omega.”


“How did this come to be I wonder, and also am I being used to hide the possible truth that God put himself in the Alpha the same way you were able to kill William Frunze?”


“I was told by Azrael that these gods were beings and descendants that are the Nepholim. He told me a story of angels that loved the daughters of man, and continued even though they were forbidden by God. These angels taught the humans science and math, which the later humans could not understand and labeled it magic and failed to properly use the technology. These angels who continued their affairs were cast down into Hell, but their offspring were the Nepholim, giant and powerful creatures some with extraordinary powers and abilities given to them by their angel fathers. These beings claimed themselves as gods for they believed they were. That is how the story I was told goes. I spoke with Asmodeus about this story and I have heard many different stories from him because Asmodeus is a liar.”

“Many demons believe that God is their adversary but in the end it seems we all end up serving God.”

Death spoke with me about many things. First of all he does not work alone. He is one of many Psychopomps (beings who transfer souls to other realms) There are Demons who collect souls destined for Hell. The two Demons mainly responsible for this are Iblis who does much of the work while Samael is suppose to be in charge, and many of the demons fall under both of them. Heaven’s angels mainly collect souls destined for Heaven, with Azrael in charge of the main collection, and it is Azrael who speaks with Death and comes with God’s list.


Death, his Wife, and their dog collect all the souls that are on the border line, or need to be weighed, also the ones not special enough or did not earn personal escorts to their destinations. For the souls that are hiding from their destined afterlife, they send out the dog. Deaths and his Wife may calm or seduce some one into the after life, or the can easily use force if one wishes to struggle.


While at the meeting table in Deaths’ house (or shack), Death informs me that I have made his job more tedious than it already was. When ever I go back and forth through time and make a change, Death has to put souls back just to take them out again later. Souls are supposed to be collected within 40 days of the souls’ departure. This is not much of a problem because the area outside of a universe (the White Nothingness) is timeless. From outside a universe in the Whiteness one can enter into a universe at any time or date in the history of that particular universe. This makes it easy to meet deadlines for collecting souls, but some souls go directly to a new dimension such as Heaven, where Death is not allowed to enter, and somebody may have to remain soulless or the soul will return to their body enlightened if they so choose to.


Death than gave me an intimidating look. “You’d think I’d be really upset on how complicated you made things for me. However I’ve been ready for this, and aware of your possible existence. I can protect you from running around the multi-verse and doing unknown damage and harm. Like how you just killed William Frunze which leads to Hitler, Stalin, and World War II, and the brutal Deaths of millions of people. The Holocaust for instance, I witnessed factories for killing innocents. I myself, don’t kill people, I can, but usually I just collect.


My job and my persona alike I am confused. I am supposed to be Death, but yet nothing dies. All the beings and energy are just transformed into something else. I long to sleep and never wake up but more and more universes are being created. Existence is a tedious cycle that seems to have little to no reason. I do not remember the truth of my existence, there are many stories. My home is surrounded by the river Lethe just being near it, has eroded my memory. I have been told when created in Heaven it took over a thousand chains of Heaven to hold me down. I know that when Azrael visits me there is fear. It is also the same with any Demons.


I’m not sure why they are afraid, because nothing truly dies from what I have seen. There are other stories though. One is that I have not been created by God, and that I am from the Darkness. My mother is the Great Void. I represent or am what’s left of nothingness and it is this Dark Void in which I wish to return.